well..long time never blog?dont know..anyway..its onli 1 day..hahaz..miss my blog..well feel like telling ya something..i feel like going to suzhuo but i dun feel like going..i feel like forgeting someone but my heart tells me to stop..i feel like betraying nicholas but my soul told me to stop..so wat am i gonaaa do?i feel like liking someone but my heart told me to stop too..im depressed..SADNESS always appears after happiness..why?